Lost Girl in Transition Ch. 35

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The interior of Tristan’s car was nice and warm, a direct contrast to the icy cold elements outside. Riding shotgun was Kimi, who chatted in a friendly tone as they drove along the rez’s dirt roads. Pleased to have Kimi sitting beside him, Tristan listened as she continued on, talking about what they would do over spring break.

“So you’re down to go with all of us to Bozeman, right?” Kimi asked. “Because we’re planning on heading out there this weekend.”

“Well it sounds like it could be fun,” Tristan said. “I’m just not sure about getting a fake ID.”

“We won’t be able to get into a bar without it,” Kimi replied. “So it’s kinda a must, Tristan.”

“I don’t want to get into trouble, and besides, I don’t even drink.”

“Well neither do I, but we’re just going to socialize, so it wouldn’t be like we would get drunk, or anything.”

“I don’t know.” He lightly shrugged, then made a turn onto the road where Kimi’s mother lived. “I’ll think it over and let you guys know.”

“You could bring Lona,” Kimi said. “That way it won’t be like you’re the only one who’s not paired up.”

“We’re not that serious,” Tristan replied. “We’re just basically friends, not a whole lot more.”

“And I understand you’re taking things slow, but bringing her along could be fun, right?”

“I guess.” He went quiet then, just focusing on the road.

“She’s definitely cute,” Kimi said. “So I know it can’t be that you’re not attracted to her.”

No reply from Tristan.

“And just like you, she’s got a kid. So it seems like you’d make a good couple, at least in my opinion.”

“The feelings aren’t there yet. And I’m not in a hurry to make anything happen.”

“But you’ve still got needs, of course.” Now looking very intently at Tristan, Kimi sent out a strong signal he couldn’t possibly have ever missed.

“Well I don’t know…I mean I guess so,” Tristan replied. “But it’s not like I’m desperate or anything. I mean I’ve got other ways to take care of that, Kimi.”

“I could be one of those ways, if you’d like,” she sexily said.

Now pulling up to Kimi’s home, Tristan parked in front of it. Allowing the engine to idle he waited for her to exit, not in a rush to let her go, yet at the same time feeling a little bit anxious. He waited several moments for something to happen, yet Kimi only sat silently, just watching him closely. Keenly picking up on the sexual energy she was emitting, Tristan began to feel nervous. Yet as Kimi’s palm began sliding against his thigh he dryly swallowed, then gripped the steering wheel tighter with his hands.

“So how bout it?” She asked. “I mean you’re a free agent, so why not?”

“Um, you’re with Ethan…”

“We’re on the rocks,” she quickly stated. “And we’ve agreed to date others, so I wouldn’t be cheating on him.”

“But why would you want to with me?” Still looking ahead, Tristan focused on the shabby trailer home that Kimi’s mother lived in.

“Well why wouldn’t I, is a better question,” she simply stated.

“But you’ve never been interested in me,” he said back. “Since high school you made it clear that you had absolutely no interest, so why now, all of a sudden?”

“I was in a different state of mind back in high school,” Kimi replied. “But now that I’m out and have had some time to mature, I’ve come to realize I made a mistake in never giving you a chance.”

“But you are actually into me, or just into what I could temporarily give you?”

Taking a moment to think over her response, Kimi just gazed at Tristan, as if trying to decide if she should continue on. But as Tristan finally shifted his gaze to look at her face, she felt unable to do anything more than give the absolute truth.

“Look I won’t lie, okay? I’m really hurting right now over the thought of what Ethan did. But you’ve always been a friend to me, so why can’t it be more?”

“I don’t want to be used, Kimi,” he firmly stated.

“It’d be a mutual thing, Tristan. It’s not like I’m out to harm you in some way.”

Going thoughtful at this, Tristan began to think it over. Not in a logical way, however, but one that was fueled by his manly desire for Kimi’s body. Ever since high school he had seen her as unattainable – a girl he could be near, yet not actually have in the way that he wanted. And even now, he still had a touch of a crush on her. So while he knew it was something he shouldn’t be doing, Tristan couldn’t help but be seriously tempted. Who knew if he’d have the chance again, so why not just indulge and take her up on this extraordinary offer?

While his heart said no, his body was saying yes, and it certainly didn’t hurt that her palm was moving closer to his crotch. As a result he had begun to get very hard, and not wanting her to feel it he placed his palm on her hand, effectively halting it. Brows gently furrowing, Kimi seemed perplexed by this, and gave him a look that was slightly wounded.

“I know you still want me,” Kimi stated in an irritated tone. “So why not go for it, if you’ve got the chance?”

“Because it would feel escort wrong,” he quickly replied. “There’s no love between you and me Kimi, only lust. Don’t you want more, like an actual connection?”

“As of right now, no I don’t. I just feel in the mood to be held and pleasured and loved. I want to feel a manly touch, but by someone who’s warm and caring and sweet.”

“And what happens after?” Tristan asked. “We just go back to being friends and pretending as if nothing ever happened?”

“Well no, we wouldn’t pretend that it never happened. But we wouldn’t need to like talk about it either, would we? We would just be normal, like we’ve always been.”

“Right.” Sarcasm laced his words.

“Look, it wouldn’t have to be weird, okay? And we’d have no obligations to continue it on. Just a night to enjoy each other, and that’d be it.”

“It wouldn’t work.” Tristan shook his head. “There needs to be more, I can’t just have sex without any love.”

“You did it with Shauna,” Kimi reminded him. “And I know for certain that you didn’t love her.”

“Yes, and I paid dearly for it,” Tristan replied. “I won’t do that again, not after seeing what it did to her.”

“She killed herself because she was weak,” Kimi said. “I’m not the same way, and you know that.”

“I won’t change my mind,” he responded. “It just isn’t a good idea, so let’s drop it okay?”

“But it would be fun,” she enticingly said. “And I can promise you, it’d feel absolutely amazing.

Hand still on his thigh she firmly squeezed it, then parted her lips in a wanton way.

While inwardly enticed, Tristan did his best not to show it, and licked his dry lips while trying to quell the heated desire within him. A part of him was on the verge of just giving in and doing it, but he knew deep in his heart that it would only lead to a disastrous outcome. So easing out a breath he began to speak, mustering every bit of strength he had to stick to his morals.

“I’m real flattered Kimi, and I’d be lying if I said that I don’t really want you. But when I sleep with someone, it’s like I’m giving them a part of my soul. It’s not just physical but a spiritual thing. It creates a soul tie, Kimi, and for me that’s a sacred thing.”

Picking up on the seriousness in his tone, Kimi realized that convincing him otherwise would be near impossible. And even if she could, did she actually want to go that route? Tristan was kind-hearted to a fault, and strongly tied-in to his emotions. So did she really want to be that girl, who corrupted his moral boundaries through the power of her sex appeal?

With any other guy she would have kept right on until he had broken, but with Tristan it just felt wrong. He was too sweet to use a one night stand, so although it sucked to back down, she knew in her heart it was the right decision.

“I guess you’re right,” she quietly said, and removing her hand from his thigh, rested it back on her own lap. “It could get kinda messy, so I suppose it would be best if we just didn’t.”

“Thanks for understanding,” he said.

“Not a problem.” She gently smiled, then undid her seatbelt so that she could get out.

Tristan watched as she opened the door to exit the car, yet before she could exit Kimi suddenly halted. Adjusting her body so she was closer to him, Kimi leaned over to kiss his cheek. A gentle blush rose in his cheeks at this, but it was too dark for Kimi to notice. What she did see, however, was the soft, sweet smile at the corner of his lips. Finding his reaction incredibly cute, Kimi smiled as well, then softly spoke.

“You really are a true gentleman, Tristan. And I just want you to know I really appreciate that.”

A light shrug of his shoulders let her know he was being humble.

“Seriously,” Kimi continued. “Any other guy would have like totally jumped at the chance. But you didn’t, and I find that admirable. Sharing your body with someone is sacred to you, and I think that’s really beautiful.”

“It’s just the way I am,” Tristan replied.

“I know, and don’t ever change. You’re an amazing person and a true man, in every way.”

A warmth spread through his heart at the sound of her words, and completely flattered, he gave her a look. Looking right back she softened her eyes, then reached out to touch his cheek and gently stroke it. Enjoying the feel of her hand he just sat there, gazing into her eyes with a warm expression. What happened next was gradual, and as their lips came together Tristan didn’t resist.

Soft and sweet tasting, Kimi’s lips drew him in, so smooth and eager and ready to please. Her tongue slid up against his and he gently moaned, mimicking the movement of her wet appendage. The heat from her body melded with his own, making him hot and horny and hungry for more. The kiss they shared was wet and deep, totally wanton and very passionate. He’d imagined kissing Kimi so many times in his head, but the true-life version was way better than anything he could ever have come up with.

As her hand went to his thigh, Tristan’s heartbeat quickened escort bayan and his body went hot. Then suddenly she was touching his crotch, and he felt himself harden beneath his jeans. Senses heightened, he could suddenly smell her so strongly. Not just her perfume but her natural scent, the one she released from that most sacred spot.

Wildly excited by her feminine fragrance, Tristan felt his pulse speed up, and a bolt of adrenaline rushed straight through his body. Knowing very well he was right at the edge, Kimi began to caress his erection, which in turn made Tristan grunt out with lust. At this point Tristan knew he was losing control and quick, but her taste, scent and heat had locked him in, making him captive to her ministrations.

His body was holding the reigns and not his mind, so this time it was harder to resist, as the feel of her lips against his own had seriously weakened his self-control. She was gorgeous and he truly did want her, but not in the way that she was offering herself. Yet at the same time his body was pushing for more, and as her fingers undid his zipper he lustily groaned.

She was just taking him out when headlights shone into the cabin of the car, so blindingly bright that it got their attention. Feeling totally exposed, both Tristan and Kimi pulled back, breaking the kiss with panicked abruptness. Completely perplexed and totally saturated by the headlights, they gazed out the rear windshield at the car behind them.

The light was so dazzlingly intense they couldn’t make out the driver, but the make of the car was a huge pickup, jet black in color and high off the ground. While it wasn’t exactly monster truck in size, it nearly dwarved Tristan’s car in comparison. The light was so harsh they had to narrow their eyes, shielding their vision from the intensity of it. The engine revved a few times, menacingly loud as if giving a warning. Then slowly moving forward, it began creeping towards Tristan’s car.

Eyes glued to the behemoth behind them, Tristan and Kimi could only stare. Then quick as a flash and with a growl of the engine, the truck moved forward with alarmingly quick speed. They had no time to react, only widened their eyes as the truck raced towards them. Tristan reached out to grab Kimi, gathering her protectively into his arms, and as the truck barreled forward he closed his eyes, focusing intensely and with all of his energy.

An animal-like sound emitted from the truck’s engine, rumbling treacherously as it sped even quicker. Clutching his body with her hands, Kimi let out a scream, bracing for the violent impact which would certainly come. But the huge-tired pickup swerved at the very last minute, just narrowly missing a collision with Tristan’s car.

Opening his eyes, Tristan watched as it rushed off, tires squealing against the pavement as it headed down the street. The growl of its engine could be heard for several more seconds, until finally it was out of range. Realizing they had been spared, Kimi lifted her face from Tristan’s chest, but her hands still clutched his shoulders. Lifting a hand to her face, Tristan stroked her cheek softly, letting her know it was all okay.

“We’re fine,” he gently said. “They’re gone now Kimi, so you don’t have to be scared.”

Heart still racing, Kimi gazed down the street into blackness, as there weren’t many streetlights on the reservation.

“The fuck was that all about?” Voice wavering weakly, Kimi still trembled against Tristan’s body.

“I don’t know,” Tristan replied. “But whoever it was, wanted to send us a message.”

“But why?”

“Because we’re together alone, I think that’s pretty obvious.”

“Nobody knows we rode here together,” Kimi replied. “Except Claudia and Lucas, of course.”

“It wasn’t them,” Tristan said with a firmness.

“And I know that. But who else could it be, then?”

“I don’t know, maybe Ethan?” Tristan shifted his gaze to her face.

“Ethan doesn’t have a car like that.”

“So maybe he borrowed someone else’s.”

“I don’t think so.”

“Well anything is possible,” Tristan said. “And you did say you two were on the rocks.”

“He’s on the Fort Peck rez with his family,” Kimi replied. “Which is six and a half hours away.”

“So maybe he took a trip out here to snoop around. He could be watching you, Kimi.”

“I spoke to him just an hour ago before arriving at Claudia’s house. He put his mom on the phone, and I spoke to her too. He’s definitely with her on their rez, I know that for sure.”

“Well okay, so maybe it’s not him,” Tristan replied.

“Then who else?” Kimi asked. “It was a brand new lifted pickup, not very common here on the rez.”

“I know, which makes it even weirder.”

“Well whoever it was, is completely nuts,” Kimi said. “I mean who does that? Only a total freakin’ psychopath.”

“Don’t let it worry you,” Tristan reassured her. “They just wanted to scare us, is all. But we can’t let them keep us worried, alright?”

Kimi nodded softly at his words, yet internally still bayan escort felt totally creeped out.

“Look, I don’t think you should stay here tonight,” Tristan said. “You and your mom should both sleep over at Claudia’s.”

“But you just said we can’t let them keep us worried,” Kimi replied.

“Yes, but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t take any precautions.”

“Well I can’t go to Claudia’s because we had a fight. So that’s out.”

“About what?”

“Something stupid, okay? Don’t press for details, I just can’t go there.”

“Then you’ll come to my house,” Tristan said. “You can sleep in my bed, and I’ll bunk on the couch.”

“I couldn’t do that, Tristan.”

“Of course you can,” he said. “It’s no problem at all, so just accept the offer.”

“Alright, then I do accept. But I’ll need to grab a few things from inside, first.”

“No problem,” Tristan said. “And let your mom know she can come along, too.”

“Oh she’s not home,” Kimi responded. “She’s working the night shift at Glacier Casino.”

“Then send her a text, so she’ll know where you are.”

“Definitely.” Retrieving her mobile from her jacket, Kimi quickly texted her mother, then slipped the phone back into her pocket. “Done and done. I’ll just head inside now to get some stuff.”

She started to exit the car but before she was out, Tristan grabbed onto her hand. Not in a romantic way, however, but in a way that was meant to get her attention so that he could speak.

“Wait, before you go, I just want to say something.”

“Okay…” Gazing at his face, Kimi settled back into the car seat.

“Look, I know we got close to taking it all the way,” Tristan stated. “But I want you to know we can’t do anything else once we get to my house.”

A look of disappointment crossed Kimi’s face, but she remained silent as Tristan continued.

“My parents are there, plus Maggie too. So what we did here in the car, has to end in this moment, alright?”

She nodded at his declaration, but the look on her face told him that she felt wounded.

“It’s nothing personal, you know that Kimi. But to be honest it’s probably best that we didn’t have sex. I mean, it would have been weird once it was all over.”

“Yeah…” Although she hated to admit it, Kimi realized he did have a point. “And it’s totally okay we can’t do anything else, because what we did share was like totally amazing.”

He smiled gently, but didn’t speak any words.

“You paid attention to me in that way I was craving,” she explained. “I just needed to feel wanted and you did that for me, so thanks.”

“You don’t have to thank me,” Tristan replied. “It was a special moment that we both enjoyed.”

“I’m glad it was special for you,” Kimi said. “Because it truly was for me, as well.”

He blushed gently at this, then squeezed her hand in a gentle way. She squeezed his back, then made a declaration.

“I can see now why Claudia has such an attachment to you, because the way you kissed me was like totally amazing.”

“Really?” Flattered, he waited to hear more.

“Yeah, it felt different, but ridiculously good. Like in a way i’ve never felt with other guys.”

“Well thanks, I appreciate that,” he said. “It makes me feel good to know you enjoyed it.”

“Oh, I most certainly did. You made this girl very happy.” She smiled sweetly at him, then released his hand so she could exit the car. “Be back in a jiffy. Just gonna get some stuff for overnight.”

As she shut the door behind her and headed up to the porch, Tristan kept his eyes on her form. He watched closely as she reached the door, then went into the house to retrieve her overnight bag. As he waited he checked out the surroundings, scanning the rural land for anything out of the ordinary. He also listened for any sounds, but only picked up common night noises, such as crickets chirping and small rodents moving about in the prairie grass.

Thinking back to the lifted pickup which had terrorized them, Tristan felt like a failure for not noticing they were there ahead of time. Normally he would have felt something lurking around, but the cloud of lust he’d been under had completely depleted his super-senses. They’d still been there of course, but cloaked by the sexual excitement he’d had for Kimi. They’d been in danger and could have gotten hurt, but at that very last moment he’d diverted the car.

It hadn’t been easy to do but he had pulled it off, yet not without the consequence of a pain in his head. While it wasn’t exactly a migraine it was darn close, as the level of effort it had taken to divert the enormous truck had been immense.

Normally it wouldn’t have taken quite a toll on his mind, but he’d had to act quickly, within the span of a split second. The truck had been huge, not to mention the blinding headlights which had thrown him off. He’d always been sensitive to bright lights and loud, boisterous sounds, so he’d had that as an additional barrier against his powers.

Within a few short minutes Kimi was back, opening the door and climbing inside with an overnight bag in tow. As soon as she was buckled in they took off, heading down the street and into the night. A light fall of snow begun to fall as they drove along, and soothed by its presence, Kimi remarked at its beauty.

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